What a deadly nightmare it was!
It showed me my worst fear in life... losing loved ones to someone who has always given me not so good vibes. & I do trust vibes, intuition. It is nothing but the feeling based on an interpretation of the vast data collected in the past and analysed according to all possible situations by brain when it is in a self-reflection mode. And, it has the highest probability of being right. That's why they say, vibes never lie.
So, I ended up in agony, while the person was apologising for their behaviour, knowing I was hurt. But, was it their fault? Or, was it my fault? May be, it was the fault of that third antipathetic personality. No, wait! Blaming others for my own feelings isn't real me. Being possessive about the people one loves (might be one's family, friends who are the family one has chosen for themselves) isn't really wrong. Is it?
I woke up, all confused, thinking about the nightmare I just had. It was still dark around. I told myself to let it go, and went for a jog.
The T-shirt I was wearing was shouting out aloud "Sorted" under The Famous "Sorting Hat". Oh, my poor soul! It does have to keep it all sorted, actually. Before letting it go, it should reach the roots and cleanse whatever might have lead to the nightmare. And then only, the fear will be gone for real. Somehow, while having a good run, I could reach to the painful roots, and tried healing them.
I can't be so possessive about "my" people when I know that people do not fall under the category of "possession". When I returned home, I was revived, and was in harmony with some sort of wisdom that was getting reflected with pride on my sweat-soaked tee - "Sorted"!!!
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